i honestly think mine was sometime in 8th grade when i realized that i didn’t just admire this guy, i wanted to go out with him.
i got jealous when he jokingly flirted with guys, but at the same time hoped that he was hinting that he was queer and not just joking around.
¯(ツ)/¯
Kinda just decided I was kinda gay one day.
But I’m also starting to realize I don’t care about relationships or sex that much (or maybe I do, idk, probably change my mind tmrw), so maybe that disqualifies me here.
nah i get it