(sorry for my english, this is not my 1st language)
i dont want to live, but recently i’ve read on wiki that s…ide of somebody affects on average 6 folks that knew the victim of s…ide, and now i think that i just cant k… myself because this might hurt my friends’ feelings, and i dont want them to feel bad because of me. and now i dont know what should i do. i really dont like my life and im tired of anything, but at the same time i cant just leave all my friends alone w/ their own depression and just leave this world. i just dont want be the reason of anybody’s progression of depression.
Same boat. I’m just done with the constant bullshit struggles.
Not wanting to hurt my family is the only reason I still bother to put in even the barest of minimums towards surviving this bullshit society.