Hello!

Boyfriend and I have been in a relationship for 3 years in December. We live 1 hour and 30 minutes apart and meet as often as we can, usually that‘s once or twice a week.

My boyfriend has changed a lot this year and it has sent me down a spiral. We barely talk, even if he is home all day. When we do talk, it‘s me doing the talking. He responds to my texts maybe 2-3 hours later which usually wouldn‘t be an issue but i‘ve been with this man for 3 years and he was NEVER like this. He told me that sometimes he just doesn’t feel like responding to me anymore, which again i understand but with everything else it just bugs me. The last time we spent quality time together was maybe a month ago? when we meet we don‘t talk much and we don‘t go outside either because he doesn‘t feel like it. I feel used and i feel like my emotional needs are not being met. I asked him many times if he is okay and what‘s wrong but there is never anything wrong. He doesn‘t seem depressed either. He seems okay with all of this. I am very confused and i communicated my confusion so many times, i feel like my tongue will fall off if i do it again. When we do go outside or when we are in the car, i want to use that opportunity to talk to him because i feel so disconnected from him but he always listens to loud music in his earbuds and it makes me feel like he doesn‘t really want to speak to me anymore. It was my birthday a while back and he had nothing planned, which made me really sad because i planned so much for him. He didn‘t even get me a small cake or a muffin, nothing. He also, and i know this doesn‘t matter but it just upset me, he makes 4x as much money as me because i am a college student with a part-time job and he works full time. I got him a gift over 150 bucks and his gift was maybe 30 max? not even what i wanted and he didn‘t have it ready on my birthday.

2 weeks ago we had an argument. I was at Uni and i had a terrible day and was crying on the train back home and he wasn‘t responding to me the whole day, so i texted my friend and she comforted me and offered to watch a movie online together when i am home. So i did that. My boyfriend was upset that i didn‘t call him when i got home and didn‘t want to speak to him after. I was hurt, because i really was struggling and i don‘t ask for help often but he wasn‘t there even though i know he was on his phone because i kept seeing his reposts.

I really don‘t know what to do anymore. When i try to communicate he really seems like there is no issue at all and he is okay with not speaking to me. He also told me that he is tired from work and can‘t help it but i just don‘t understand. He talks to other friends but having a conversation with me is too much for him.

Does this sound like he doesn‘t love me anymore?

  • whithom@discuss.onlineEnglish
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    4 days ago

    What’s he going through? Closing down is a pretty good sign of depressIon. Perhaps he’s dealing with something that he doesn’t want to share, or feels he cannot share with you (not a bad thing). Bad job? Shitty family? Feelings of hopelessness? Maybe he just needs some space but doesn’t want to bring it up. Alone time is super important.

    I think it might help to take a break from your expectations of him. Let him reach out. Find ways to entertain yourself without him for the short term. You could probably use a breather too. Do some things alone that you like to do. Give it some time to reset, and go from there.

    I know this is easier said, but don’t worry so much, that rubs off.

    Something that helps me a lot is taking a mini vacation. Get a hotel room, visit some museums, try a new restaurant. Do it all alone. DO YOU, I say in a daytime tv voice.

    (Also, do shrooms. You’ll thank me later.)

    • hs123@lemmy.worldOPEnglish
      1·
      4 days ago

      i really don‘t know. From an outside perspective he seems better than ever. He started going to the barber again, has a morning routine, goes to work and has his routine. He seems happy. Of course i have asked him but it‘s always work or he doesn‘t have anything to say. It‘s 8pm in my country rn and we haven‘t spoken yet because he didn‘t have time. He doesn‘t really text me anymore when i don‘t reach out first and then he gets upset at me for not texting or calling him.

      I agree with everything you are saying. I am very busy and always out. I do things i like and don’t have too much free time but i always make sure to respond to him and plan him into my day. It‘s just recently that he doesn‘t want to anymore.