been a long day but we made it!!!

thank u! it’s a birb’s nest but i like it too haha

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this is v funny to me as i was just operated on due to a herniated disc earlier this year

thank uuu ❤ my partner made that choker actually!!!

aaa thank u 😭❤

thanks 🥰

touch grass

sit in a quiet, dark room

are you so incensed you forgot how grass works or what

you should get your ears checked. lotsa whistling of a certain kind in the words this curator used.

e : also, one shitty thing doesn’t mean another can’t exist. not sure why you’re here in the first place.

my boobs are starting to show a lil :3 mixed feelings, though, what with the, uh, climate being as it is. guess i’ll keep wearing baggy stuff until i can get out of here. not much has changed, face-wise, but i guess my visage has always been somewhat androgynous. oh well, i haven’t been on E that long, anyway.

my partner is coming to stay with me for a month ❤ they’ll be arriving tomorrow evening. when they leave, i’ll be going with them, to stay at their house in Spain for a month. exciting! scary, also. i’m all kinds of disabled, so having to fly back on my own worries me terribly.

i’ve come to the conclusion i wouldn’t mind the body hair i have, as long as i get a body that’s feminine enough. guess i’m like… a nonbiney woman? i think that’s prolly the best i can do. fuken h8 my facial hair, though, but i’m working on it.

i wish you all the best on your journey, friend ❤

10e here. but it evens out because everything else is stupidly expensive! i can only barely afford food the second half of the month (:

i live in a place where trans healthcare’s aim is not to explore how gender-affirming care could help you, but to prove you don’t need gender-affirming care. started DIY a while back & it’s the best decision i’ve ever made. like, i’m not a kid anymore, i don’t wanna be old & regret not allowing myself a chance to feel content in my body.

i do fuken h8 needles, though.

anyway. i wish you all the best on your journey, friend ❤

I Watched Tetsuo: The Iron Man & It’s Taking Over My Life

my dad is disabled. had a stroke, shaky hands & stuff forever. he fuken h8’s these new caps. i personally don’t care much, unless i’m drinking yoghurt out of a bottle.

i really wanted to like, type out a long comment about how this is giving me hope, but it’s getting all scrambled in my head. i appreciate you & am happy for you, friend.

right. it’s not all fake, but the size of the sub is wildly disproportionate to the statistics we have on detransitioners (some of whom will ultimately choose to transition again, which is not reflected by the stats).

don’t care if it sounds silly, Dark Souls literally saved my life. was going through Some Shit™ & it was easy for me to take the game as a metaphor for depression; it’s not over unless you give up.

i don’t play it as often as i maybe should, but it’s definitely the game that’s stuck with me the most.

the userbase of r/detrans prolly consists of actual detransitioners to the same extent that the userbase of r/teenagers consists of actual teenagers.

gotta love how they’re never too young to be traumatised by the experience of growing up in a rapidly changing body that will never feel like their own (:

oh, look, it’s one of these again.