You gauged the situation quite well. I was a bit ruffled by that answer but could feel the intent. On that day we had wonderful weather and sat on a river bank under the canopy of some trees. Sadly having fun for the sake of having fun is in my culture quite frowned upon. To a great extent I felt like I was leaving the hallucination that I call my life and view it from a different perspective. I could write much more but at the end it is just words.

Thanks it was an intense experience indeed. I felt like liquid emotion was pouring into me again.