Mossy Feathers (She/Her)

Secretly an opossum.

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Cake day: July 20th, 2023

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  • At this point I’m trying to get off my antidepressant because I think it’s suppressing a lot of the mood changes I would have otherwise gotten from starting estrogen. So far it seems like my guess is correct; every time I step down a dose my feelings get stronger, I feel less dissociated, and so forth. It’s a double edged sword though. I’ve had some moments of extreme dysphoria while my brain is getting used to the lower dosage.


  • My libido went down initially, but then came back. Being horny feels completely different though. Previously I didn’t really want sexual contact with anyone, masturbation was more than enough to satisfy me. Now, however, I don’t want to masturbate, I want someone to fucking breed me. It’s… fascinating but also frustrating at the same time as someone who’s single. I think it’s probably a mix of estrogen, progesterone (it didn’t really start coming back until I started prog), and being more comfortable in my body.

    As far as skin goes, it was literally 3~4 days. Literally took a shower, shaved my legs, and went “holy shit”.

    I also like the way that I smell far more than when I started. The smell of man sweat when it came from me was disgusting. Now I actually kinda like the way I smell.













  • The conversation relates to trans women trying to open up and being hurt for it, yes?

    You’re assuming that I won’t interact with another trans person ever again. What I’m actually saying is that I can’t see myself being vulnerable for someone ever again. The trans part being relevant because it somehow felt even worse coming from someone who’s also trans (I am trans too).