I am not American

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Cake day: August 27th, 2024

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  • I had a friend group that was nice and very accommodating but after an arguement I had with someone I left and not one person came to talk to me, and I was forgotten within months, in that time I lost all my trust for them and I felt like a pariah, around that time I had a lot of panic attacks and it just got worse with self deprecation, telling myself that I got traumatised over very minor shit, that I’m abnormal and that I am mentally ill, and that if I am going to be treated badly then I might as well give them a reason to see me as a bad person, I felt comfortable in the control that being able to essentially destroy my presence in that community gave me