• ThePyroPython@lemmy.world
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    1 month ago

    And this is why I can’t smoke or find a supplier anymore. Because if I’m alone, bored, and have weed, I will smoke the weed.

    If I’m alone, bored, have money, and a plug, I will buy weed to smoke.

    I will light my paycheck and overdraft on fire on weed and food just to alleviate boredom.

    Then wonder why I feel shitty, where my weekend went, and why I’m struggling to get out of bed for work in the morning.

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      1 month ago

      How do you feel now that you’re not smoking? Because I resemble the rest of your post, and I wonder if I’d feel better to give it a rest :p

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        My lungs thank me with every breath because it also allowed me to quit tobacco.

        My wallet is also thanking me because I’m currently learning to drive (at the cost of £39 per hour, 4 hours per week) which I would not have been able to do.

        I do feel better but I’d still like to get high occasionally. Once I can drive it means I can visit some friends, one of which I can pick up some gummies from. And I think from then on, that’ll be my preferred method of getting high.