I just find it hard to actually take action and not just feel cynical/disillusioned/unable to enact change, which is what Iām doing most of the time.
Of course it helps to start small but I donāt really seem to get any relief from what I do control. Sure itās nice knowing my friends would eat the billionaires with me but that wonāt actually change anything in the world cause weāre all privileged enough to not feel threatened enough (privilege, baby) by the current state of the world to actually get off our asses.
Which in turn makes me feel like Iām just a blob floating on the waves of a storm of someone elseās design and itās not worth the effort to invest in myself and try to make myself grow as a person.
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Thanks for saying this, it does help ā¤ļø
I just find it hard to actually take action and not just feel cynical/disillusioned/unable to enact change, which is what Iām doing most of the time.
Of course it helps to start small but I donāt really seem to get any relief from what I do control. Sure itās nice knowing my friends would eat the billionaires with me but that wonāt actually change anything in the world cause weāre all privileged enough to not feel threatened enough (privilege, baby) by the current state of the world to actually get off our asses.
Which in turn makes me feel like Iām just a blob floating on the waves of a storm of someone elseās design and itās not worth the effort to invest in myself and try to make myself grow as a person.