• lelkins@lemmygrad.ml
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    14 days ago

    my inlaw lives in the flat earth soros ruler of earth “da jooz” being the devil and almost every single conspiracy theory you can think of dimension and i will live in a garbage dump in a few years due to my money being thrown to the equivalent of dogs by my family because “stonks good” and “crypto go to moon !”

    the world i live in somehow believes in chemtrails and the bug paste shit. i don’t. and i feel lonely and my brain suffers severely from any conspiracy theory i hear because everyone but me believes in that slop

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      13 days ago

      I know when I started university I went from an area that’s not majority white to a very white location, and the difference of perspective really fucked with me or the entire first year. The thing that has gotten me in a better headspace was joining a Palestine advocacy group after the beginning of this genocidal campaign. Being in a group trying to do any kind if advocacy while having non-insane opinions saved the dwindling levels of patience I had.

      The only advice I can give, if at all applicable, is to find any kind of anti-imperialist/labor actvist group in your university and try to find even a small selection of sane voices, cuz they’re likely going through a similar struggle. Of course that’s if this is at all applicable to your circumstance but it’s all I can offer unfortunately.

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        13 days ago

        thank you for the advice… and sadly, it’s not applicable.

        the uni was literally sponsored by iicmer (goverment-backed anti-communist junk whatevers) so there are no leftist-like groups. there are genuinely no groups at all.

        also leftism in romania is basically not here. all “communist parties” are just socdems from what i know. i should still be hopeful anyway, nothing sucks more than doomer thought