I have more or less given up on trying to make myself understood. If I could just have my own little hole and never interact with anyone again I would be okay. No one hating me for some stupid misunderstanding. No family who still doesn’t understand really anything about me even after all these years.
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BlahajByte@lemmy.blahaj.zoneto cybersecurity@infosec.pub•DDoSecrets publishes 410 GB of heap dumps, hacked from TeleMessage's archive server8·2 days agoThis is gonna be like the Panama Papers where nothing major actually happens to anyone and the status quo will be maintained or get worse not better
BlahajByte@lemmy.blahaj.zoneto 196@lemmy.blahaj.zone•do i get to rule now? [OC, no AI]English8·3 days agoBest luck and wishes to our lovely girl smorty! You are always valid to us 💖
Damn maybe I am a girl >w<
BlahajByte@lemmy.blahaj.zoneto Femcel Memes@lemmy.blahaj.zone•sorry if i disappoint you either way 😖English39·10 days ago
BlahajByte@lemmy.blahaj.zoneto She-Ra@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Posting she-ra memes until I come out, Day 25 and 266·11 days agoNo apologize need, i was wondering if we were gonna have to celebrate you coming out.
BlahajByte@lemmy.blahaj.zoneto c/femboy@lemmy.blahaj.zone•This new shirt is so comfy!English5·11 days agoSo stylish
BlahajByte@lemmy.blahaj.zoneto Mental Health@lemmy.world•I'm feeling simultaneously suicidal and fear of death?English8·11 days agoThat’s actually pretty common. Being suicidal is very often about wanting to escape from the endless negativity that hurts you. Death is an ultimate escape from all of that. however The self preservation often kicks in. It’s a survival instinct to wanna avoid death and no matter how much people wanna avoid pain part of our brains will scream death is worse. I don’t know what you are going through but atleast know you aren’t the only one suffering. Many who suffer would gladly share what positivity they could with you. Many people do find there way through the pain and I dearly hope you can too
BlahajByte@lemmy.blahaj.zoneto Femcel Memes@lemmy.blahaj.zone•you learn not to question if the chicanery, will happen, but when. English3·12 days agoMe all day every day
BlahajByte@lemmy.blahaj.zoneto Autism@lemmy.world•So I told my Mom I think I might have autism...282·14 days agoI don’t know what her deal is but she’s being hella toxic. You valid AF I promise!
The desire to be in a queer relationship so i can tell bigots to shove it.
BlahajByte@lemmy.blahaj.zoneto Autism@lemmy.world•It's Sunday 05/04/2025. Hey, What's Going On!3·18 days agoMy condolences I fell like if i ever had my own place i would just never have guests because things like that would make me crazy. I have spent my day so far playing way too much SrarCraft 2 wishing i could drag someone into playing some with me. Wishing i could afford something anything to have a new hobby to distract myself with. Instead i will probably just doomscroll job listings again. maybe one day i will belong somewhere and not be poor and stuff.
I was officially diagnosed with ADHD when i was young. lately though i has strong suspicions i am autistic too. It is kinda frustrating to think maybe my life wouldn’t have turned out so bad if I had known earlier but oh well :/
Gosh smorty you are so hecking adorable